R.I.P. Xanga. 2004-2006

I'm declaring this thing to be dead. I just lost interest in it over time D:!

If you'd like to keep up with the daily events of my life (but why the fuck would you?) You can find me at http://drinkmychem1cal.livejournal.com

I'm not syaing I'lkl leave forever, hence why I'm not deleting it. But as of right now it's dead.

Stop. Rewind. Play. Stop. Rewind. Play. Stop. Rewind...

My life seeems to go through this retarded ass repetition of things that just sucks. Every year the friend that I think I'm closest to pretty much stops talking to me. Every week I get in trouble with that bitch of a french teacher. and Nearly every day I'm told 'I couldn't care less if you left or not'

So yeah, my parents keep telling me they wish I'd leave, WHICH I REALLY WOULDN'T MIND DOING BTW, and whenever I tell them that, Hey! There's a family in Phoenix more then willing to let me live with them, they say I can't go there.

WTF? Where do they want me to go x__X?

You know their reasoning behind it? "You don't know her" Wtfever.

I've talked to her since since like, july '05. We've spoken on the phone several times I KNOW SHE ISN'T A FRIGGIN PEDOPHILE!

And the only other option I could even possibly have is tennesse, and yeah, it would be with a friend I know online...so Yeah, this is all pretty fucked up.

In the end the point is : I don't fucking want to be here.

Of Parties, Spin the bottle, and Burning Barbies.

Wow, haven't updated since AUgust. Go Casey....this thing is different too xD;;;

These past two days have been, like, AMAZING. Friday the 13th = GOOD luck. (13 always was my lucky number xD;; )

So yeah, Katy had a Friday the 13th party yesterday and I went home with her straight from school (After an ear-bleedingly loud pep rally >>;; )We were downstairs, Jamie, Sandra, Lisa and Karen ahd already showed up, and then two more people walked down the stairs. And at that moment I THOUGHT the party was going to suck. Krystal and Teru walked down the stairs. ANd I thought 'Oh fucking great...these people hate me, I'm not very fond of them...GRRRREAT" but you knwo what, Krystal, Teru, and I ACTUALLY got along...And Krystal and I were talking after I was outside waiting for my ride and we think we mgiht have FINALLY put the 3 year grudge behind us...

But anyway, things were going awesome, and everyone was sugar-high from the copius amounts of candy. Jesse, clad in his gay-mexican costume, and I got in this hillarious water fight which resulted in me chucking my cup at his head XD;; We all TRIED to rave-dance...it was funny. Then Jamie and I came up with a GREAT Idea. Spin. The. Bottle.

I ended up having to kiss Sandra and Sam, Two people I have known since EIGTH GRADE. It was so wierd, but hillarious at the same time. I also ended up kissing Teru, which was awkward, and two of Katy's friends I'd never even met before xD

I had to leave soon after, and Krystal, Jamie, Katy, and I ended up sitting on the back of his truck for about 20 minutes before my sister FINALLY got there to pick me up xD; All in all, the night was pure awesome smashed between to SWEET cookies.

Now, Today, I was supposed to have a few friends come over and watch movies, but last night my sister dcides to tell me she has to come over to get her bed and put away the pool >_>;; So I had to send Derek a text, and leave Katy a voicemail telling them NOT to show up. Well, turns out Katy didn't forward the message to Jamie and he ended up showing up here at about 12:30 xD; So i just called mmy parents and asked if it was okay jamie was here (and they're almost certain he's gay XD;; ) so they said it was fine. We attempted to watch Mean Girls, but that didn't work xDD we paid no attention to it whatsoever...He ate about 14 pixie sticks HYPERNESS XDD

Then we took part in our ritual...that is, going up to the dollar store and purchasing cheap lighters/baby dolls and burning them xD;; I have the torso from one, adn the leg from another, and random articles of clothes (We shove this shit on our keyrings for memories xD;; ) After we burned that (And consumer monstrous sized energy drinks) we watched about half of Interview with a Vampire and then he had to leave and go get ready for homecoming.

He did leave me Brojkeback Mountain,a nd I watched that. OMFG Cassie said it sucked but she's friggin retarded then. I cries SO HARDCORE at that movie O_O;; The ending was so TERRIBLE ;_; But not in a sukky way, just in that OMFG HOW COULD YOU DO THAT!? kind of way D:

Currently Watching Brokeback Mountain (Widescreen Edition) By Heath Ledger, Jake Gyllenhaal, Randy Quaid, Valerie Planche, David Trimble (III), Victor Reyes, Lachlan Mackintosh, Michelle Williams, Larry Reese, Marty Antonini, Tom Carey (III), Dan McDougall, Don Bland (III), Steven Cree Molison, Anne Hathaway, Duval Lang, Dean Barrett (II), Hannah Stewart, Scott Michael Campbell, Mary Liboiron see related

Drama Is Retarded.

Why do people need to make senseless drama?

From what I have gathered, neither stories match up.

So someone's lying to me...

I don't like liars.

Yay for a new school year!

So, I got my new schedule in the mail today :D Yaaaay~

Homeroom :: French, M
1st :: Comp. Art Graphics - Smithers
2nd :: Ecology - Bolecek
3rd :: English 11 - Melson
4th :: Art III - Pontius
5th :: Algebra II - Rourke
6th :: Us/Va Hist. - Lewis
7th :: French III - Jeetoo-Lewis

WTF!? How did I get into French III xD?? I failed French II....Whatever, I'll stay in it, Might end up in a class with some friends, so that'll be nice :D And I'm SO Happy I have Mr. Smithers, and Mrs. Melson again, they are both awesome teachers.

I don't know anything about the other ones, and I know atleast two of them are new >_O Oh, I do know Margaret really liked Mr Rourke, meh...Hopefully i didn't end up with any real assholes xD;;; Except I know I hate Mrs. jeeto-lewis, becuase she's a total bitch xD;;; I can't believe she didn't force them to take me out of her class...This should be fun.